going nuts

Another month was over.

Tomorrow will be another.

There are a lot of expectations. An awful lot of questions.
And I know the answer : It is better to have him home. It is better to have him close.

I am a little distraught. I confess my lack of direction. It's just not easy when you're not around. It's hard to always miss your voice, your face in the morning as it lights up, your constant giggles and rolls on the rug.

I want to walk while holding your hand. I want to act like a little kid with you. I want you to want to be next to me, and find excuses to do so.

Hell, don't mind me. I'm just nuts. But I love you very much.

“Love is never convenient—and rarely painless.”
~Richard Paul Evans~