BLOWING KISSES YOUR WAY..

Baby,

I hope your day is lovely.

I woke up with you on my mind. I wonder where you were, what you were doing, what you were thinking about. I wonder if you had a hard time waking up, if you wish I was next to you. If for a minute, you turn to your side and say good morning to your pillow. I wonder if you do the things I do.

This whole missing-you stuff is eating me up. I count the weeks until I'm with you. (to dull the sting) but it doesn't work. I hate the dread and anxiety of not knowing what 's waiting. Is it too much to ask for us to be on the same patch of the earth?

I'm whining. I forgot that this is a love letter. Sorry baby.

I am writing this to say I love you. I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you. (am i an absolute sap?) but really,I love you. You are beautiful. Don't ever forget it. And it feels wonderful to have someone as beautiful as you. You give me the most incredible days possible even in distance. (how much more if we're together?)

Happy eight months of lots o' lovin baby. I wish us strength, happiness, and lots and lots of love. I'm blowing kisses your way.

Love,

Super Pout

PS
please never be tired of being in front of the computer.

I LOVE

A Typical Day for Ria and Maki

my dreamy-seven-day version:

cuddles.food.tickles.holding hands.long walks.making future plans.kissing.laughing.teasing.taking photos.finding nearby toilet(man mo).thinking of baby names.sweet secrets.smiling at each other.ice cream and egg tarts.looking out for sleepy people.i love yous.love.love.love.

reality:

webcam.smiling at each other.typing. emoticons. laughing.smooches.yakult.pancakes.messenger.virtual hugs and kisses. blogs.text messages.missing each other.gigiiil.pout.waiting.photo sharing.goodnight kisses.love.love.love.

ON - CAM

Being away from Chicken can sometimes drive me crazy. But sometimes, it's really nice when I am able to capture his kisses, pouts, sullen face and laughter.

seriously, this is the gigil look.

my goodnight kiss looks like this.


the day i was cranky, i made my baby sad.


uhm. it's something you use for exercise. i don't know what's gotten into him.


hunk!


baby said he was really cute that night.



erm. a book he's happy to have.


dang sexy chef!


the hulk look.

SUDDENLY

DAYDREAM

Today felt like summer and the sun woke me, streaking yellow across my face. It hurt my eyes a lot. As soon as I opened them, I thought of the blogs i ought to write, messages to send, places to be, and a job to search for.

I sensed an urgency in the heat. It made me want to get up as soon as possible.

Just as I was reaching for the door, I heard his voice, calling my name. Marco came over and surprised me with heart-shaped pancakes. And strawberries. He then told me to pack up fast as we would head over to the beach.

Erm. You didn't think what i wrote was serious right? I was just daydreaming.

It sucks that geography gets in the way of what could be amazing togetherness. (T_T)

gravity saved me.

When the world bites, when reality stings,
when I'm feeling really sad, I simply remember YOU.
And then I don't feel so bad.

~breathing your air leads me to a lovely direction~